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. Some memories should stay locked up .

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I have been very stressed lately, especially seeing as this is the last trimester of school, but I've been writing a lot and so I've developed my oc's backstories even deeper, and obviously Fred was the first.

He's, again, a very happy, outgoing person, but he's actually ot trust issues and has a hard time to admit things that he's feeling, so he usually just keeps it for himself, and a few of these things have their roots back in his childhood. His relationship with his mother was pretty bad, for many reasons: may it be because his mom didn't really want a last child or because he was a boy and she wanted a girl, or because he looked after his father, and that obviously wasn't appreciated by her. His mom actually had some sort of bi-polarism related issues, although I have to yet specify them in detail, and she simply didn't seem to care about her children after her husband was gone, by either being neglectful or abusive in some way. Fred being the youngest at the time, between 5 and 7, didn't really understand why his mother would act the way she did, but he loved her nonetheless, with her being that one parental figure he had, except for his grandpa. Still, she'd get angry at him very  often, almost everyday, although her.. levels of rage would obviously change. She'd hit him at times, but she'd also have some punishments for him, which I shan't mention because I've already shared so much backstory in this description, and that makes me feel awkward!, and still, Fred's mom would sometimes also allow her new husband to hit him for her, and this picture is one of these memories.

Tools
-0.7 mechanical pencil
-Sketchbook paper
-Micron pens
-Spectrum Noir & Copic pens
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Creativesm75's avatar
 giving me feels! awww...